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Gimana blogger, Val-day kemaren? hehehe..
Kalo Val-day kemaren aku abiskan waktuku buat merenungkan Val-day - Val-day yang lalu. Taun 2004 aku masih Val-day'an sama someone, dan.. haha.. that's foolish enough I think. Aku udah melewati 3 taun ber-Val-day ria sama temen2, dan yap, I have morreeeee than him.
Mungkin emang sih.. dulu aku masih cupu, culun2 gitu deh.. di-romatisin dikit sama cowok udah klepek2 ga karuan. Apalagi dulu dia tipikal cowok yang.. yah.. termasuk romantis lah.. Tapi emang kok.. dimana2 dunia menawarkan cinta yang egois.
Cinta yang aneh.
Cinta yang bikin otak butek ga bisa mikir.
Cinta yang sakit.
Cinta yang mengharapkan sesuatu untuk kenikmatan diri sendiri.
Baru tahun 2005 aku Val-day'an sama seseorang yang lebih sempurna, jauh lebih sempurna dari siapapun di dunia ini. Dan sekarang aku tahu kalo cinta itu sabar.
Cinta itu ga mengharapkan sesuatu.
1 If I speak with human eloquence and angelic ecstasy but don't love, I'm nothing but the creaking of a rusty gate.
2 If I speak God's Word with power, revealing all his mysteries and making everything plain as day, and if I have faith that says to a mountain, "Jump," and it jumps, but I don't love, I'm nothing.
3 If I give everything I own to the poor and even go to the stake to be burned as a martyr, but I don't love, I've gotten nowhere. So, no matter what I say, what I believe, and what I do, I'm bankrupt without love.
4 Love never gives up. Love cares more for others than for self. Love doesn't want what it doesn't have. Love doesn't strut, Doesn't have a swelled head,
5 Doesn't force itself on others, Isn't always "me first," Doesn't fly off the handle, Doesn't keep score of the sins of others,
6 Doesn't revel when others grovel, Takes pleasure in the flowering of truth,
7 Puts up with anything, Trusts God always, Always looks for the best, Never looks back, But keeps going to the end.
8 Love never dies. Inspired speech will be over some day; praying in tongues will end; understanding will reach its limit.
9 We know only a portion of the truth, and what we say about God is always incomplete.
10 But when the Complete arrives, our incompletes will be canceled.
11 When I was an infant at my mother's breast, I gurgled and cooed like any infant. When I grew up, I left those infant ways for good.
12 We don't yet see things clearly. We're squinting in a fog, peering through a mist. But it won't be long before the weather clears and the sun shines bright! We'll see it all then, see it all as clearly as God sees us, knowing him directly just as he knows us!
13 But for right now, until that completeness, we have three things to do to lead us toward that consummation: Trust steadily in God, hope unswervingly, love extravagantly. And the best of the three is love.
1 Corinthians 13 - The Message Bible
Seburuk apapun kamu, sejahat apapun kamu, sebodoh apapun kamu,
Everything you need is l.o.v.e
Bukan cinta kalo kamu memaksa.
Bukan cinta kalo kamu masih berpikir tentang dirimu sendiri.
Bukan cinta namanya kalo kamu ga bisa memberi.
Bukan cinta kalo kamu takut untuk berkorban.
Bukan cinta namanya kalo hanya nafsu yang ada di otakmu.
Bukan cinta kalo kamu ga bisa ngembangin potensimu.
Bukan cinta namanya kalo demi dia kamu rela putus hubungan dengan ortumu.
Bukan cinta namanya kalo kamu mau melakukan apapun yang dia suruh -termasuk harga dirimu.
Itu cinta kalo..
Kamu mau mati untuk seseorang yang kamu cintai.
Kamu takut untuk menyakiti perasaannya.
Kamu rela memberikan segalanya -waktumu, tenagamu, pikiranmu, uangmu- demi dia.
Kamu rela belajar mati2an untuk dapat nilai baik -demi dia.
Kamu rela patuh sama ortu waktu mereka nyuruh kamu buat ga pacaran dulu -demi dia.
Kamu rela melepas dia untuk sesuatu yang lebih baik.
Aaaahhh..
terlalu banyak yang bisa dilakukan sama cinta.
Intinya.. kalo kamu sungguh2 cinta & butuh cinta, cari ke sumbernya!
